Jun 22 2008
So Many Questions
As I lay here in bed still this morning, this last day of “She Speaks” so many questions fill my head. Ok what do I do about?? When do I do? What does God want from this? How do I apply that? How can I really do that? Am I really a blogger, a speaker, a writer?
Wow the questions that are whizzing through my head faster than I can even type, and I type fast.
This conference has been absolutely amazing. Better than I ever dreamed. Something only God could orchestrate. I have met bloggers, speakers. writers, leaders, women, all called, called out by God, and I am one of them. Never before have I felt so much like I fit. I’m not sure you’ll understand but I think some of the ladies whom I have met here will certainly agree.
Though many of them I have NEVER met before, while others I may have read their blogs are chatted with on Twitter, we all seem to have this special connection. The connection I have always known as a “divine connection”. The connection I have felt before but not often, because God only allows it to happen just a certain number of times in our lives. This is one of those times.
So, whether or not I am leaving here with questions, it’s ok. Because what is awesome is that I know GOD can answer all those questions, and I know that over time, he will. So, just as I anticipated and looked forward to She Speaks for the divine appointments and possibilities it held.
I now look forward to going home, to experience the divine appointments and possibilities that God has….. so much to look forward to, besides just seeing God provide the answers for the questions he’s placed on my heart while I am here, but also to see him work in my daily life, as over the next few weeks. I have so very much to look forward to, so many blessings to experience. As I lie here thinking about them, I can’t help but be overwhelmed with joy at the honor he bestows upon me by putting those blessings into my life.
Blessings like being able to minister to children in VBS tomorrow morning (Monday) bright and early after I arrive home from She Speaks, blessings like birthing my 3rd child, whenever God sees fit (hopefully sooner than later), as he’s due July 14, and blessings that will come sooner, like this afternoon when I get to kiss my 2 precious babies that I am longing to hold right now as momma has been away for 3 days now……….
Thank you LORD for those blessings, even if they are sometimes questions that are whirling through my mind.
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