Why is it that I always seem to get nervous.  I can’t seem to control those little things that make your nerves go on edge.  I wish I could control it better. But my mind races and I’m sure I make situations far worse than they actually are and blow up things to much larger than they are.  I am such a  worrier.  No matter how many times I tell myself I’m not suppose to worry, or I don’t have to worry I still continue to do so.  It’s like my bad habit of biting my nails, I’m sure is a result of my nervousness and for some reason I can’t seem to quit the habit of biting my nails.  No matter how hard I try.  I’ve done it all my life and I guess i’ll never have anything but nails bitten off into the quick.  I think nail biting is a pretty common  bad habit though.

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I spend of my days with my little man… Baker. Sometimes it drives me crazy but most of the time its a blessing… he loves me more than any other person on earth, how to I know?? Because even when I scold him he still hugs my neck and gives me kisses. He cannot say I love you yet but he knows what it means because when I tell him I love him he comes and hugs me neck and goes Uh! like we do when we squeeze someone tight. Then he gives me a kiss or two. He’s so sweet! He’s learning so fast. He knows so many things you would think a 20 month old wouldn’t’ know or understand. Today we went to the church and organized my office a little more. He tries to help but mostly he just makes messes.. then he’ll point and say mess! LOL! Might as well laugh about it than get mad, doesn’t matter. Today we got fried chicken from downtown and you should have seen him eating a chicken leg. He really liked it, first time I let him eat the meat right off the bone. I should be writing all this down in his baby book, but man am I ever behind. I have more to do these days than I can possibly get done. I”m just trying to keep my priorities straight and do my quiet time every day, and take care of my church responsibilities, then the house stuff and I’m trying to learn to put my BeautiCOntrol business last… though I want to do well so I”m struggling to balance it all. I keep praying for God to just show me what to do when and how to make it all happen. UGH! WEll I need to go do SOMETHING!

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